Bye Bye 2019
Yes, 2019 was defiantly a year I am ready to say goodbye to, yet the Lord Jesus did So much in the midst of the bad it really outweighed the horrible days. So how can I really be so excited to see it go? Mainly because I am sitting in a hospital room right now for our son Mitch and we just received some very difficult news. Today we relive what 1996 was like ironically the same month just before Christmas. Our son is facing a tough 2020.
Looking at tough times with 2020 vision
Mitch and our whole family have had some difficult trails but we faced them together with the love and strength of our Lord Jesus Christ. The first time we dealt with Mitch he was only 19 months old when we were told he was in liver failure. Now he is 24. He has done so well with his new liver given by his dad but today it isn’t doing so well. This liver is struggling to operate to its fullest potential and needs some renewal. For now, this is what we see. This is what we have before us. But I know my Jesus SEES Mitch in a much more different way. He sees AND has a plan we can not see and are not meant to see. Oh how I wish we could, but then…we wouldn’t need a GOD who shows us HIS mighty hand and HIS ultimate plan.
What does Jesus need to see?
I believe the Lord needs me to step it up. He allowed this trial for ALL of us. Me, my husband, Mitch, and his sister Mackinzey. WHY? We again can’t see His plan but just need to keep HIM in the center of everything we say and do as well as shape us ever so much closer to HIM. To bring our relationship with Him deeper. Pressing so intimately to HIM that we never have before. He allowed this trial because we need to make a change. In the midst of this new year, we will face the need for wisdom, decerning daily decisions, meeting new people, listening to things we may or may not want to hear. But most importantly giving credit to the ONE who deserves ALLLL of the glory within each of those decisions, and new relationships. As I sit in this room, there are people facing saying good-bye to their loved one. For new parents holding newborns who desperately desire memories and a future with. And so many others dealing with tougher health issues. But I have a Promise keeper. A Hopedealer. A Peacemaker. A Miricleworker. A Healer. In turn…makes facing this a WHOLE lot more peaceful!
“I WILL praise you, Lord with all myheart; I will tell of all the marvelous things you have done. I will be filled with JOY because of You. I will seing praises to Your name, O Mos High.” Psalms 9 :1-2
To Whom will I Trust?
Today I will choose to trust in my Savior, Jesus Christ! It wasn’t easy news. In fact, it was horrible, heartbreaking! I was hoping for a wonderful fresh 2020 with NO problems. But Jesus gave me and all of us a new plan. Every day we can choose to face trials on our own. Some face trials not knowing there is ONE who loves them deeper knows exactly what they are facing and CAN AND WILL give them peace! Instead of peace and joy within the trial, their pain brings hopelessness and despair. How do I know this…because 22 years ago…I was one of them. Yep, no Savior…yep I knew of God, even would tell you I believed…but I didn’t. I didn’t have a relationship with Jesus. It was traditional. It was simply a religion. TODAY I face the same trial but with a better outlook because I have HOPE!
Because of a choice…
Jesus met me in a hospital room on January 12, 1997. I felt Him. I opened my Bible blowing the dust off of it and came upon a passage that spoke directly to me at that moment our 20-month-old son was dying.
“O Lord, hear me as I pray; pay attention to my groaning. Listen to my cry for help, my King and my God, for I pray to no one but You. Psalm 5:1-2
You see the Lord had a vision. A purpose for “such a time is this” Ester 4:13 He saved BOTH Dan and me during this trial. Without Mitch facing this then, we wouldn’t have had the past 22 years of amazing growing faith! We wouldn’t have had the convictions of raising our children to behave the same saving faith and to live life with a purpose for others vs. themselves. As young adults who chose to live sacrificially to serve others. To have a vision for a ministry to serve kids at risk using horses which I always wanted to have and be GIVEN the privilege to have True North Ranch come true. And the list really is endless because of submission Jesus and dying to self. It truly has been an amazing ride!
So what is happening today?
We decided as a family to use this blog which is connected to our ministry website as a platform to share what is happening with Mitch’s new adventure. We SEE the Lord working every day in this trial and we thank HIM daily for it! The vision is clear folks…Jesus HAS MITCH and all of us in the Palm of HIS HOLY HANDS! We wait and SEE that what HE does is always GOOD! Mitch is dealing with fluid in his tummy, legs, and feet and is having to go through weekly appointments to have them drain it. He also is facing some bad acne and is going through treatment for that as well as continuing to have an external tube that has been in him since October 14, 2019. These issues have caused more stress on his liver and scaring has become more as well. He is with us for a few days until he regains strength and will go back to his home when he is feeling stronger. Christmas will be early this year for our family as our daughter Mackinzey is returning home for a few days but has to get back before Dec. 23rd. We will be capturing as much family time as we can!
How can you pray?
- for comfort and relief of pressure from the fluid in his body
- for travel for Mac and Dan as they drive from VA. to MN next Monday
- for the test, labs, and all treatments to continue to show improvement and for Mitch’s liver to function on its own with NO transplant needed!!!
- for the Lord to provide all of Mitch’s extra expenses coming from co-pays on meds, appointments, and hospital treatments
- for the family to enjoy some peaceful times together with Mitch in little to no pain to embrace this time together in celebrating our Jesus’ birth!
THANK YOU for PRAYING…
Feel free to share as you need as this platform of the blog is to glorify and edify our Lord Jesus Christ who WAS, IS, and always WILL BE the King of Kings!
Updates will come weekly as best as we can. We are believing Jesus for a miracle of his liver fully returning to normal on its own and trusting if HE chooses otherwise our palms will be raised…whatever Your Will Father!
We love you!
Peace in Christ alone,
Lee and Dan
Praise song for the week: I will praise Him in the Storm by Casting Crowns